Stepbrother used to get pregnant!

I can’t explain it, what’s going on in my body is so intense! I desperately want to be inseminated and impregnated without contraception! And my mind has switched off… my stepbrother was visiting and I took my chance… a young, horny guy! It couldn’t get any better, I thought to myself…. I bravely went into the room and pulled up my t-shirt and discovered that he was getting hard… but I wanted more! I am so grateful that he fucked me and without a condom! The cum was already so big in his cock and I rode the cum deep inside and cum still came out, so it was a mega big load of cum for me! Deep inside me! All I can think about is being inseminated…. is that normal?