Did I really do that now? Am I showing my breasts now?

I was so excited you wouldn’t believe it. I’ve been thinking all day at work about whether I should really do this at home today. Should I really show my breasts in a video??? Am I not going too far with this??? What if acquaintances see this or even someone from the family??? All these questions were floating around in my head. My colleagues have been asking me what’s wrong with me today since I’m so absent. When I got home, I grabbed my phone to finally do it. I sat in front of this cell phone for about 30 minutes, still thinking back and forth. But then I thought to myself, that’s why I’m here, to do new, crazy things. Do you think I went too far???