Am I too shameless?? Using my girlfriend’s giant dildo

I was at the gym with my best friend and we wanted to cook together afterwards. So I went into her bathroom to take a quick shower and there I found the biggest dildo I’ve ever seen between the towels 😀 I really would never have thought that she would own something like that and then use it. But I was getting more and more curious… how would that huge thing feel? Will it fit inside me if she manages it? I would never actually do something like that, but my curiosity was just too great… Screw it, I thought to myself, I just have to feel it now. So I decided to just really enjoy it and imagine a really big cock fucking me really hard. And oh my God, I came so hard, several times… What do you think, am I really being too shameless?