Is that too INTIMATE! TOUCHED LIVE on camera for the first time!!

I don’t really know how to deal with all of this. What has happened to me in the last few weeks with my desire and development is really crazy. I almost can’t believe I actually did that. Touching myself in front of the camera and showing it openly. The feeling was indescribable and I liked the thought of you watching me, but somehow I was also ashamed of it. Do you think that’s normal?