This should never be published! Private blowjob video from EX

I found this video of my ex on a memory card. I actually told him to delete it because I didn’t want it to fall into the wrong hands. I’ve been thinking for a long time whether I should publish it here. I found it really cool to suck his cock and make him cum hard, even though I don’t have that much experience with it. Did I do that right? What do you think? Is it okay that I uploaded this blowjob here? Did the video make you want more?